lightly clasping my third ipa trying not to feel overly reactive because i know you are doing just fine. time is testing me with jealousy and stories separating my thoughts from the person you know i am not … Continue reading -long distance relationships
I know I love you because when I think about letting you down I start to sink. The way you laugh and press your fingers to your forehead, like you’re preventing your whole body from cracking. I know I love … Continue reading I know I love you
i’m sorry, i’m sorry, i’m sorry. my heart splits, a heavy kind of hurt. a dripping out of my body kind of hurt, i’m sorry. for creating space between us, i’m sorry. for feeling distance as pain, i’m sorry. when … Continue reading warm heart, cold place
This morning, I purposefully left my home empty-handed. My alarm rang and before I even checked the time, I ran through a mental list of my meals for the day. Watered down fruit for breakfast and a performance for dinner. … Continue reading Telling your mind to tell your body
silence doesnt always look like a girl with her mouth taped shut its not always being the first female shoved out of the boston marathon [katherine switzer] silence is formless and lifeless harnessed by some movements to stop others silence … Continue reading Breaking the Silence
So many thoughts like: 1. Why does someone with really cool style seem suddenly way less attractive when they’re walking beside a sibling/friend with a similar outfit 2. Why was that security guard’s head so shiny And many more, such … Continue reading Heading to Chi Town for a Connection
I am writing to you amidst a happily comfortable scene. From the top down -a messy bun, an oversized shirt I stained with cleaning supplies, hand-me-down running shorts, and calf length Frida Kahlo socks slipped into teal blue Birkenstocks that … Continue reading Dear 25-Year-Old Me,
Hello everyone. I am back from the dead. I have returned from the infamous black hole of confusion and distrust in myself that you have undoubtedly encountered as well, assuming you are also a human. I’m referring to the space … Continue reading Greetings earthlings
Copied & pasted as written. Titled for context. Rediscovered along my enduring laptop journey to find my most legitimate looking resume. Driving Through Oregon “I’m trying to look inconspicuous while I’m writing this, which is why it’s typed. I’m using a … Continue reading When you find old writings from long back
There is an unsent letter to a significant person in my life sitting underneath my bed right now. I was going to send it to her after my sister called me to tell me that her boyfriend broke up with … Continue reading No Words
